Guess who’s back
What’s good blog? It’s been a while huh? June 4th, 2010. I’m so blessed, but sometimes I just need to talk to someone. I don’t know what’s good with Tina… I would love to give her a shot but she won’t give me the opportunity. Sounds familiar don’t it? lol. Well over a year since the one time I met Starr, she still stays on my mind, but I don’t know why. I haven’t even heard her voice in months. Every now and then we’ll exchange texts longer than one or two back and forth, but it feels like the relationship is more or less dead. I’m about to hit the movies tomorrow, by myself. I was gonna ask Tina to roll with me but she’s blown me off more than a couple times already and I promised myself that I wasn’t gonna sweat her no more. I told myself I was gonna do me for a while, and be comfortable doing stuff solo dolo. But fact of the matter is, I’ve been doing that for almost a year. And maybe it’s just the sound of it, but wow… a year. I’ve been out on my own for a year. Still don’t have the tight circle of friends, still no girls. I’m my happiest when I travel or when my friends come and visit. When is the circle gonna end? When is this thing gonna finally come around? What can I do, who can I talk to about this so that I don’t feel this way any more?
